My bored mind at work

 I'm just going to let my mind run on auto control for now. Please ignore the next few sentences.

I procrastinate a lot.  I think of something cool, but then I loose interest. When I do continue to have interest, it seems that somehow some unknown force causes it to fail.  And then, out of the blue comes another wacky yet interesting idea. But I can't follow through because the unknown force comes back.

StarCraft is pretty fun. I wish more people could realize that not all old games are bad. Most are better than recent games. 

I have a three drawers below my computer, all of which are full of assorted junk.  Along with my room, too. Full of crap. I've attempted to clean my room once, but it always goes back to its messy state. My dad insists I continue to clean it regularly, but it really doesn't help much.  It's like as if a tornado lived in my room.  It must be evil, since it only destroys my room and no other ones.  And ugly too, because it's jealous that it doesn't have a room for itself.  I wonder if it has any siblings.

I've always thought of life as an equilibrium.  For each talent or positive feature something has, there's always a negative side that contrasts it. Smart, mathematical people tend to be slightly unattractive (but isn't always the case),and nonacademic people tend to be athletic (but isn't always the case either). It just happens a lot, but not always.  But it's always equal. I believe in karma, because it happens to me a lot.  If I happen to choose to do an action I would usually regard as wrong, I'll most likely get paid back with an awful day, and vice versa. It reminds me of a game. Plus, I often achieve great things when I'm not consciously thinking about it.  For example, I was able to win a game of poker at Chris' birthday party (the party was fucking epic) and I never thought I would have won.  I never thought of winning, but I didn't doubt it either. It was like I had a blank mind.  This happens to me a lot, where my mind just goes on auto control and something goes right.  It's nice.  But I rarely go on auto, because I'm always thinking about stuff.


Since it's the Super Bowl and my dad wants me to play some board game with him and our guests at our house, I guess this is a good time to say farewell.